Tom Carman holding a copy of My Illusion of Normal

A true story by Tom Carman

My Illusion
of Normal

The Peculiar Case of Jean Stevens

Inspirational · Spiritual · True Crime · Personal Reflection

An intimate, behind-the-scenes account of a case that forever changed one investigator’s understanding of love, death, and what it means to be human.

2024 PenCraft Seasonal Book Award winner

Beyond the headlines

Love, loss, and
understanding.

When Tom Carman encountered the case of Jean Stevens in Wyalusing, Pennsylvania, he could not initially understand her decision. Jean had brought the bodies of her late husband James—known as Jimmy—and her twin sister June into her home, unwilling to accept the distance death had placed between them.

The investigation changed Tom’s life, professionally and personally. He and Jean learned from each other, developing a long-term friendship that brought new perspectives on hope and acceptance. Jean encouraged Tom to write about her life.

This true story asks how intense loneliness and the permanence of separation can lead someone to do things they would never otherwise consider. How far would you go to remain with the ones you love?

Combining true crime with spiritual reflection and some self-help elements, My Illusion of Normal considers the judgments we make—and what we might learn by looking more closely. It is Part One of Tom’s planned trilogy.

The Curious Case of… The Corpse Who Came to Dinner, now streaming on HBO Max

On screen

The case, now
on HBO Max.

The story within Tom’s book is featured in “The Corpse Who Came to Dinner,” an episode of The Curious Case of… now streaming on HBO Max.

“Many have suffered, rejoiced, celebrated, killed, and died in the name of love. Jean would assign a definition to love that was unprecedented not only in our country but in the entire world.”

Tom Carman · My Illusion of Normal

01

Love & loss

02

Grief & loneliness

03

Judgment & compassion

04

Hope & forgiveness

2024 PenCraft Summer Book Award winner

Award recognition

2024 PenCraft Seasonal Book Award

Winner, Summer Competition · Nonfiction / Grief. Recognized for quality, artistry, and readership.

Media & award details

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A few questions.

Is this a true story?

Yes. The book recounts Tom Carman’s investigation of Jean Stevens and the friendship they developed.

How do true crime and spirituality come together?

Tom draws on forensic experience, his own life, and scripture to reflect on loss, human imperfections, forgiveness, and hope.

Is the book part of a series?

My Illusion of Normal is Part One of a planned trilogy. No additional titles or publication dates have been announced here.

“Mr. Carman, I have just completed my Medicolegal Investigation Death Class at South Louisiana Community College. I am writing to add my support to Jean Stevens. God bless her!”

A death-investigation class attendee · Original visitor response

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